I have this  Love  that transcends all other loves.


                so I have been 'in love' with a man.  and all the feelings that come with it.  There is no
              other feeling on earth like that.

                                               But I am also 'in love' with my Saviour.  I love him and respect him.
He holds my soul.

                                This love is a gift.  A gift from God.
               And there is no other feeling so heavenly as that!


                                                   Do you ever wonder why some people are so crazy about Jesus?

                                  And you don't see it.
There's this man that lived 2000 years ago and claimed to be God.  He did wonderful things, but what          
                            is that to me now?

                                                    The reason some people are so crazy about Jesus is because He           comes to us (in spirit at least)  in tender ways and moments.  He touches our souls.  We know that He longs compassionately for us.  He aches for us.  He is tender for us.
Do you sense my frustration in trying to express this?
Sometimes,  I feel this incredible beauty explode in my soul and I know that it is Him.  You know how people will do whatever it takes to get, be with and do things with the one they are in love with? That's how and why people are willing to be torn asunder, and go through all horrible malady of things.  They have.......this............Love.
                       They love Him.     They are willing to endure whatever it takes for more of Him.
                         
so...the love of a man has been denied me, at least for now
 I may not have all I want, but I definitely have all I need.