Sometimes it's like you're a flag on a flagpole and you just have to hang on
There are so many instances where this statement applies...Sometimes you are in a job where you keep working your but off and you keep getting passed up.....hang on.
Sometimes you have an addiction that tempts you daily.....hang on.
Sometimes you are tormented by your own anger tempting you at every turn to blow up....hang on.
Sometimes you are just plum tired and have to keep working...hang on
Sometimes anxiety courses through your mind and affects your body, too, and you can't control it....hang on
Sometimes the temptation is the quiet type, like depression that cuts like a knife in your heart, and it's all you can do to hang on.
Sometimes it's all of the above at once, in a hurricane force gale....and you have to hang on for dear life!
I was having a day like that yesterday....and talking to God usually helps. He usually leads me to a comforting scripture or message of some sort. But .....
there
was
only
silence.
I tried confessing my sins. I asked for prayer from friends. I tried just listening.........nothing. Nothing worked to get me out of my oppression.
The only verse that was last in my mind that morning before going to work, was .....Wait Upon The LORD......so, I did.....only barely.......I was like a scrappy mess emotionally.....like one of those flags that have seen its better days, but are still out there, flying, hanging onto the pole.
I'm writing this to encourage you. At the end of the day, I finally got my message from the LORD. It was simply BELIEVE. A lot of the things that were tormenting me were problems that I have been dealing with. The rhetorical question hanging in my mind was......
Are you going to believe?
Are you going to believe things are going to get better or are you going to hang onto your pessimism, your grouchiness, your "I hate (fill in the blank-with whatever you are hating right now)" attitude? It really is that simple.
You still have to endure the dark days that feel like you're in a tunnel and you are never going to get out. But on the other side of the tunnel, you are faced with
What will you believe?
I CHOOSE to believe things are going to get better with the situations/problems that I am facing. I CHOOSE to believe we am going to come out on the other side, victorious! I CHOOSE to believe, that though I am a flag on the flagpole today, tomorrow I will be walking on solid ground across the bridge of faith to an unknown GOOD plan that God has for me!
As for me and my house, we will serve the LORD....Choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve.
Joshua 24:15
I am giving credit in this article to the LORD, of course, and also to Steven, my husband, who inspires me and encourages me every day to CHOOSE BELIEF......because that's how he lives his life!
